'I regret giving birth to you' - Nate Logsdon

I regret giving birth to you.
I regret giving birth to you.
There's poison in my blood,
there's poison in my womb.
I regret giving birth to you.

I wish you had drowned in the tub.
I wish you had drowned in the tub.
Your teachers despise you,
and really, what's there to love?
I wish I had drowned you in the tub.

You brother is so full of laughter.
Your sister is charming and smart.
But you, you're sarcastic,
there's violence deep in your heart.
Yet, your siblings are attractive and smart.

I found a lump in my armpit.
I found a lump under my arm.
I won't seek treatment,
I welcome all harm.
I welcome the lump beneath my arm.

Disease floats down my bloodstream.
Disease grows in my womb.
You've turned me into a shadow,
you've made me into a fool.
I regret giving birth to you.